MYSPACE IS BEING RETARDED

So, I can't seem to get on myspace without there being a stupid fcking ERROR.
It's pissing me off >:%*$%^(^

Whtever.

So, summer is almost over.
Just nine more days until school starts!
I'm pretty dang stoked.

Soccer been greaaaaaat, as always.
Zachary & I are still together<3
It'll be five months on the 29th.

I'm going to set up an appointment to get my haircut.
Then I'm going to color it!

I still have to go school shopping for clothes & supplies!
Plus, I haven't even finished ANY of my AP assignments!

There still so much to do & there's so little time left ..
Speaking of little time, I gotta go.
SOCCER PRACTICE I GO!

Hopefully Myspace works tonight.
Later-

Summer`s been great .. last week.
I had soccer camp & i got to spend time with Zachary :)
But now that it`s over, my parents are NEVER going to let me go out & shit like that.
It fcking sucks ass.
Hoopfest is this weekend & i volunteered.
It should be fun `cuz i`m going to spend it with the boyfriend :D

This summer had better be fun because it`s the last one before senior year, yaknow?
We`ll see how it goes :D

ps. the boyfriend & i go on three months this Friday :D

okay, so I tried doing the whole friends with benefits with my ex, T.O.
it went alright for two weeks but it kinda got old, so we slowly drifted apart.
he`s a great kid, seriously, buuut .. he`s so different from when we dated.
that kid still means something to me but .. yeah ..

& so, the weekend happened, & so did Zach.
he`s this one kid that`s hecka close to T.O. & Blake.
haha so, i`m basically involved with the close friends & the baseball team xP

anyway, he`s pretty amazing xD
i LOVE like being around this kid.
he made my shitty day not so shitty.
i LOVE getting the butterflies!

something good`s gonna happen, i know it :D

damn .. so, Blake doesn`t like me anymore .. I`m so bummed.
I don`t think I`m quite over it yet, but pretty soon I will be.
He was a REAL cutie too.
I don`t know now .. I`m not too good at being single;
I get into too much trouble when I flirt with someone too much :/
So, wht now? T.O.? Cody? Jason? Noone?
Ehh, I`m so lame, it sucks ass.

So, here I am again doing nothing & checking out xanga quotes & i thought to myself, 'hmm, i haven`t written here in a LONG while.' so, i think i shall start.

Well, T.O. & i got back together on the 28th, but without the title. We were official on the 4th when I asked him to be my boyfriend.  The second time I thought it would last but .. it didn`t. He broke up with me because he had a feeling that we shouldn`t be together. He called me two days later telling me that it was killing him that he had to do that to me. Right then & there, I thought we were would be pretty good friends, but I thought wrong.

He`s acting like I did something to him, so now we don`t talk & it seems like he goes out of this way just to get away from me.  I`m just like whtever, yannoe? To be honest, he was one of the BEST boyfriends I`ll ever have, even though we only dated for two months, but the WORST ex-boyfriend.

The single life`s been pretty good. Well .. WAS. Ehh, almost was. Now I`m talking to this guy named Blake & he`s a great guy. We talked while T.O. & I dated .. AS FRiENDS. Afterwards we seemed to talk more.  But then, things started to happen.  He liked me & then well, I liked him.  Want to know the ironic part of it? Blake is one of T.O.`s best friends.

Yes, of course there are those "RULES." You`re not allowed to date your friends ex`s.  I do abide by that rule, I really do.  But then in another sense, I think it`s alright if the ex`s are alright with it.  Well, Tasha, my best friend & Blake`s ex-girlfriend, is totally fine with it.  On the otherhand, T.O. isn`t. What`s it to him, yannoe? He doesn`t care about me, but why does he care about me & Blake? Does he still have feelings for me? I don`t know. The only thing I care about in this situation is Blake.